Wróciłam do życia .
Albo tylko się gubię .
Dzisiaj olałam szkołę i postanowiłam odespać weekend .
Pracuje ... Lubie to .
W pracy nie pamiętam o posiłkach i i to jest cudowne .
Dzisiaj dzień jedzenia . Zjadłam śniadanie ; budyń , kawa i jogurt .
Jeśli zjem obiad czeka mnie wymiotowanie .
Zobaczymy ...
Jak łatwo oszukać ludzi...
Rano jem śniadanie , idę do szkoły , wracam do domu , gdy ktoś pyta mówię że jadłam obiad w szkole , potem wychodzę ze znajomymi , wracam i mówię że jadłam na mieście ... I już nikt się nie czepia .
Jakie to proste .
Przestawiłam się na codzienne jedzenie śniadań .
Znaczy moim śniadaniem jest jogurt .
Ale musiałam , musiałam to zrobić bo nie miałam na nic siły .
Anemia się pogłębia .
Dostałam w tym tygodniu dwie kroplówki od lekarza .
Przytyłam .
40,5 kg
Idę do dietetyka , potrzebuje diety , aby schudnąć bardziej.
Jestem za leniwa by być idealnie chuda ...
Ostatnio poznałam nowego faceta Lusi .
Wyglądał jak robal . Niby ma hajs czyli to na czym Lusi zależy ale jest straszny .
Chyba nigdy nie będę biegać za pieniądzem .
Postanowiłam ,że chce iść do wojska i latać .
Chcę być pilotem i umrzeć za ojczyznę .
Nie ważne czy będę w służbie Polskiej , Niemieckiej czy Francuskiej .
Mam jeszcze 5 lat by podnieść sprawność swojego organizmu .
Od poniedziałku ćwiczę mocniej , lepiej , dłużej .
Tracę kontakt z ludźmi ze szkoły i z internetu .
O ile dla tych z internetu mam mało czasu , to Ci ze szkoły nie rozumieją mojej pracy.
Stojąc na promotorce w Ave poznałam inną promotorkę też z tego lokalu .
Paulina . Jest miła . Ma 18 lat i naprawdę dobrze się dogadujemy .
Można powiedzieć że wszystko jest jak zawsze .
Kuba jedynie zauważa że nie jem . Mówi że chudnę w oczach .
Hahhahahah waga tego nie potwierdza .
Czas wsiąść się w garść i ćwiczyć ,by osiągnąć Perfekcje .
Sprawy mojego serca są zbyt skomplikowane by o tym pisać .
Zaczęłam pisać pamiętnik ...
Po 3 stronach stwierdziłam ,że to zbyt skomplikowane i i tak nikt tego nie zrozumie .
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| I tak powoli wygląda moje życie , tyle że ja mam jeszcze Kubę . |
Edward Dwurnik tworzy przepiękne rzeczy .
***
I came back to life.
Or just get lost.
Today I blew the school and decided to sleep off the weekend.
Works ... I like it.
At work I can not remember the meals ii it is wonderful.
Today, the day eating. I ate breakfast, pudding, coffee and yogurt.
If you eat dinner waiting for me vomiting.
We'll see ...
As you can fool the people ...
In the morning I eat breakfast, go to school, come home, when someone asks, I say that I was eating lunch at school, then I go out with friends, I go back and say that I ate out on the town ... I have no one clings.
What is simple.
Switched to eating breakfast every day.
I mean, my breakfast is yogurt.
But I had to, I had to do it because I had no strength for anything.
Anemia is widening.
This week I got two injections from the doctor.
I gained.
40.5 kg
I'm going to a nutritionist, I need a diet to lose weight more.
I'm too lazy to be perfectly skinny ...
Recently I met a new guy Lusi.
He looked like a bug. Hajs that is supposed to depend on the Lusi but it is terrible.
I guess I'll never run for money.
I decided I wanted to go into the army and fly.
I want to be a pilot and die for their country.
It does not matter whether I am in the service of the Polish, German and French.
I have five years to increase the efficiency of your body.
Monday I train harder, better, longer.
Losing contact with people from the school and from the internet.
While for the internet I have little time to school you do not understand my work.
Standing on the Ave promotorce met another promoter or from the premises.
Paulina. It's nice. He has 18 years and we get along really well.
You can tell that everything is as usual.
Cuba only note that I do not eat. He says that losing weight in the eyes.
Hahhahahaha weight does not confirm this.
Time to get together and practice to achieve perfection.
Things my heart is too complicated to write about it.
I started writing a diary ...
After three pages, I found that it was too complicated so no i do not understand
***
I came back to life.
Or just get lost.
Today I blew the school and decided to sleep off the weekend.
Works ... I like it.
At work I can not remember the meals ii it is wonderful.
Today, the day eating. I ate breakfast, pudding, coffee and yogurt.
If you eat dinner waiting for me vomiting.
We'll see ...
As you can fool the people ...
In the morning I eat breakfast, go to school, come home, when someone asks, I say that I was eating lunch at school, then I go out with friends, I go back and say that I ate out on the town ... I have no one clings.
What is simple.
Switched to eating breakfast every day.
I mean, my breakfast is yogurt.
But I had to, I had to do it because I had no strength for anything.
Anemia is widening.
This week I got two injections from the doctor.
I gained.
40.5 kg
I'm going to a nutritionist, I need a diet to lose weight more.
I'm too lazy to be perfectly skinny ...
Recently I met a new guy Lusi.
He looked like a bug. Hajs that is supposed to depend on the Lusi but it is terrible.
I guess I'll never run for money.
I decided I wanted to go into the army and fly.
I want to be a pilot and die for their country.
It does not matter whether I am in the service of the Polish, German and French.
I have five years to increase the efficiency of your body.
Monday I train harder, better, longer.
Losing contact with people from the school and from the internet.
While for the internet I have little time to school you do not understand my work.
Standing on the Ave promotorce met another promoter or from the premises.
Paulina. It's nice. He has 18 years and we get along really well.
You can tell that everything is as usual.
Cuba only note that I do not eat. He says that losing weight in the eyes.
Hahhahahaha weight does not confirm this.
Time to get together and practice to achieve perfection.
Things my heart is too complicated to write about it.
I started writing a diary ...
After three pages, I found that it was too complicated so no i do not understand
